Tuesday, April 18, 2006

I remember that morning as if it just happened two and a half years ago. We were getting ready to go to Ruidoso. We loved the mountains. She was in her element with the crisp cool morning and the winding roads. We would meat out in the garage every morning be for heading out. As I opened the door she was there waiting for me. My heart would leap. She was not my first but she was by far my favorite. She was breath taking. She was exactly what I had dreamed about for years. I believed we would be together till death parted us. As I opened the overhead door the morning rushed in on us. I breathed deeply.
She had been acting funny that week so I thought it would be good for her to be checked out before we left for Ruidoso. We loaded up and headed for the shop. When we got there we noticed that one of her bags was locked so we headed back to the house to get the key. She look kind of funny with only one bag on but I did not mind. She was still my pride and joy, my dream come true. I had only received her a few months earlier. The first time I saw her I was in love. She was a FLHRI, solid black with lots of chrome. In layman’s terms, a Harley Davidson Road King, 2003 anniversary model. She had a big bore kit with cams and the sweetest pipes you ever heard. She was not so loud as to be ob obnoxious but if you twisted the throttle you could set off car alarms. I could listen to her scream all day.

I turned north on Buffalo Gap road and headed for the house. As I came to the curve in the road in front of Sonic I slowed down. This curve always made me nerves. It was always busy and there was an uncomfortable intersection in the middle of the curve. I was following a small white car and had left plenty of distance between us. As I leaned her over to tack the curve I noticed a truck in the opposite turn lane waiting for us to pass. I then saw a car clip the back of the truck and swerve into our lane. I was on my breaks.

You have to remember this was my dream bike. I loved her. We had just returned from a trip of a lifetime. My son lived in Seattle at the time and we went to see him. Who ever said the hardest part of a trip is the first step never lived in Texas. It was getting dark before I saw Texas in my rear view mirror. I stopped in Eagles Nest NM. When I got up the next morning It was obvious I was not in Texas any more. I loaded her up, strapped on my leathers and off we went. After riding the mountains around Taos we headed for the border, actually it was four borders. But because of bad road signs I made a wrong turn and was headed south along the NM, Arizona border. It was ok because the scenery was beautiful.

I pulled up to the Grand Canyon just as the sun was setting and took a picture of my bike with sun setting behind the Grand Canyon. The next morning we headed to Las Vegas baby, crossing the Hover dam. It was 118 degrees with stop and go traffic over the dam. Vegas was not much better at 114 degrees on the strip after sun down. All I wanted to do was drive my bike down the strip. That did not last long. The next day I hade my bike serviced at the Las Vegas Harley shop and bought a t shirt that read Las Vegas Harley Davidson Hotter than Hell. I thought it appropriate. Then we headed to San Francisco via Bakersfield. The next day we crossed the Golden Gate Bridge and headed down the cost on Hyw 1. After a while we got back on Hyw 101 and road through the Napa Valley. That knight we camped next to a Red Wood tree as big around as my house. Seattle was on the agenda for the next day but first I took a picture of my bike in a cut out Read Wood.

We crossed Oregon only to stop and fight the gas attendant as to who was going to pump the gas into my new 2003 anniversary model HD Road King. Did I mention she was beautiful? Solid black with lots of chrome, and boy could she scream.

After spending a few days with my son (my wife and daughter who had flown in),I then headed for Montana. I had spent some time in Anaconda as a boy. The mountains in Montana are lonely, just as I like them. We stayed the knight in Butte and the next day we road through Yellowstone, along side the Grand Tetons and stayed the night in Jackson Hole WY. I met my brother-in-law in Colorado and spent the next couple of days riding the mountains. What a trip, it was if I had died and gone to heaven.



I watched the car in front of me mushroom head on into the coming car. I always worried what I would say in a situation such as I was in. I was surprised, all I said to my self was “here we go”. The way the intersection is designed I was able to go strait as the other car curved. If you do not know, when you get on the breaks of a bike the rear wheel comes around. I was headed strait for a curb. I knew if I hit the curb with my bike sideways it would tear up my bike and I know I told you about my anniversary model Road King. So I let off the breaks and straitened out the bike. The curb was still coming and looked even bigger. I was trying to figure out how to get my bike over the curb without damaging it when out of the corner of my eye I see the car still coming. I watch and hear it hit the back of my bike. The next thing I remember is a fire cutting me in half. I felt my knees coming up and did not know why. As I was sliding on my back I opened my eyes and saw my legs strait out. I knew I had broken my back.

As they loaded me into the ambulance I knew my world had just been turned upside down. Through the physical and mental pain I herd a voice. All of the sudden every fiber of my body and mind was filed with peace. “What you have is greater than legs.” I knew immediately what that meant. I was loved by God. There is nothing greater than love, not even my lower body and God’s love is even greater than a 2003 anniversary model Road king. Now that is True love.

23 Comments:

Blogger Scott said...

WOW! I'm trying to come up with another comment, but all I've got is, "WOW!"

Where in CO did this happen?

It always amazes me how and when God determines to make it exceptionally clear that we are loved. He's great to have made it clear in that moment.

12:51 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Beverly said...

Clint...what stupid words can I come up with to comment after such a story...?
I can only say that I wonder if I would have ever known you if you weren't in that chair..I wonder if I would heed the words of encouragement and words of wisdom you have given me from that chair...I wonder...you, my friend have taught me so much because of the place you speak from...What you have is greater than legs and I am humbled to say that my heart and many hearts I have spoken to agree..you have taught us so much..
I pray for you to be healed and in some weird way, I know that there will one day be a time when you will walk over to me to give me a hug..until then, let me just say..I look up to you..I tell people that you are my friend with pride, knowing they wish they were..

3:38 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Candy said...

Clint Logue, I love you. God is good and He does love you very much. thank you.

6:22 AM, April 19, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I felt like I already knew that story. I'm so glad I got to hear you tell it. God is so good.

6:56 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Lauren said...

Clint,

Reliving your story brought tears to my eyes, which is not hard to do at all! God has used you and your circumstance to teach me the meaning of this life. We are here to glorify and to honor God with the fragrance of our lives, and you my friend, live out such a beautiful fragrance before the King. My life has been changed since that day a few years ago because of the way you CHOOSE to live out the message of Jesus. You are such a mighty, solid and beautifully abundant oak of righteousness. Love you.

9:43 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger happytheman said...

I think it's my turn to come up there. For this we were chosen...

9:57 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Beverly said...

By the way...I've been to Luckenbach and kissed Hondo's little face..

11:05 AM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger reJoyce said...

Hey Clint. I'm with Beverly on this one - seems like stupid words are not adequate to respond to such a post as this one.

God is gracious to us, even in the midst of our worst troubles, is he not?

3:08 PM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

scott, it happened just blocks from my house in Abilene.

beverly, i was a lot smarter before, i knew more of the answers now i have more questions.

i love you candy

tl, that's why you love me without knowing me.

lynette, it was a trip of a life time.

lauren, you always have words of encouragement, thanks

happy, i can relate to your blog on your bike and your feet not working right, any time

elisabeth, a friend indeed

joyce, you should know more than me.

9:06 PM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Jackie Beth said...

Thanks for sharing your story. Testimonies are powerful- God is faithful.

I could not escape this moment, however, to add in how cool everyone thought you were when you burst into the ACHS gym crusing on your bike for the pep rally of the year...

The fields are ripe for harvest (I listened... that's what you talked about that day...); may we continue to be the workers. Thanks for spreading some seeds. Love you, dude.

11:51 PM, April 19, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

Jb, those were the days, miss seeing you dance, hope you are having fun. love you dudet

7:20 AM, April 20, 2006  
Blogger pawatson said...

Clint, your story brought tears to me eyes. I read it yesterday morning just before beginning work. I know I would never have even known who you are if you were not in the wheelchair, so I know your witness has greatly increased because of that accident. I printed your story and dropped it by the hospital for a friend of mine to read. She is paralyzed from the waist down, due to a tumor on her spine that went undetected too long. Now she cannot have visitors or talk on the phone because a staph infection has invaded her lungs, and she needs all her energy to breathe. I know the story will be an encouragement to her. You bless me, brother.

6:02 PM, April 20, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

p watson, i am sorry to hear about your friend. is she the same one you went to visit after Kerri's funeral? let me know if i can do anything.

9:17 PM, April 20, 2006  
Blogger pawatson said...

Clint, she is. You can check my blog (yes, thanks to you, I got started - don't have the picture on yet, and you have to type in the address, patsywatson.blogspot.com) for more details. Right now, lots and lots of prayers because that's all we can do, and cards and letters to Karen Holden, Room 7636 Hendrick Medical Center.

7:49 AM, April 21, 2006  
Blogger Glenn said...

Thanks for the testimony and encouragement. I don't know you, but man, I appreciate your willingness to share this faith story. I pray our God will unload some major blessings on you.

9:26 AM, April 21, 2006  
Blogger Deb said...

Clint, your writing and your story are both amazing. I understand your Harley passion, and am in awe at how today you have graciously embraced another passion for your life. I came unglued at the bit where you wrote 'What you have is greater than legs'.

I have osteonecrosis (knees) and was in a wheel chair for a short time before surgery. Two bone transplants in one knee and a later surgery on the other have bought me some time for now. One of the hardest lessons I learned in that chair is that people tend to see it, and not you. They talked over me, and spoke like I wasn't there. I did not handle the humiliation very gracefully.

I love reading your posts, and it seems like God has uses you in powerful ways to show His love to so many. And in the process, and through your pain, people see you as He does, and not that chair.

I hope my husband and I can meet you when we come to Highland on a visit to my folks in November (Lonnie and Peggy Milstead).

Blessings!

3:13 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger David Michael said...

Cint, what a powerful testimony of the presence of God in your life, in the midst of severe trial and trauma.

"What you have, is great than ______." I am wondering what my blank is?

2:03 PM, April 23, 2006  
Blogger Kathy said...

Clint,
I had been at Highland only a few months when you had your accident. I heard about you, about your small group, and joined in the prayers for one I didn't know as yet. But the first time wse actually met, it was a though we'd been friends for years. That is a very special gift you have, Clint and i'm so thankful you extend it to everyone you meet.

You know how much I admire and love you and that lovely wife of yours. You know I pray for you and your peace of mind,for your joy and how wonderous it was to read that your joy had returned!! PTL for His grace and mercy!!!

I've really missed y'all in the class on Sunday mornings. You are two that I always look forward to seeing and hugging. Hopefully, you'll be able to come back to us, we need you with us.

Thank you for being such a great friend!!

8:24 PM, April 23, 2006  
Blogger Laurie said...

Hey Clint,

I found your blog through Beverly's and Scott's and just read your story. Like everyone else, I am speechless and emtional, and I really appreciate you sharing it here. I am struck by how conscious you were in those moments--not only of what happened but of God's gift of peace and love. God's love is greater than ___-- I will not forget this, so again, THANK YOU for sharing.

BTW, I think we taught together in the Student Success Program at ACU. I only taught there a year in 2000-01. I had your son in my class (Trey, I believe--how is he doing?) It is nice to find you again.

9:43 AM, April 24, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

kathy thanks you are to sweet

laurie, yes we taught together and Trey is married and doing great. he is at NTSU in Denton and will graduate in Dec. good to here from you.

2:43 PM, April 24, 2006  
Blogger Laurie said...

Clint,

Thanks for visiting my blog. How great to find you again--and through a blog of all things! ;)

Wow, Trey and his wife live in Denton. That is where I live now-- moved here last August. I was an English adjunct last semester for UNT. It would be great to see Trey again and meet his wife.

4:35 PM, April 24, 2006  
Blogger Kimberly said...

Clint, WOW! It is powerful to see your testimony, to hear your thoughts, how God is working in your life... thank you for posting about such a personal story and sharing it with all of us.
God's love is greater than___! I'll be thinking about that for a while.

1:30 PM, April 28, 2006  
Blogger Lucas said...

I don't know how I missed this post! I'm also so glad I got to hear you tell that story. Thanks Clint :)

9:04 PM, May 19, 2006  

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