Saturday, April 22, 2006

A funny thing happened to me on the way to lunch today. While I was waiting in the parking lot for my burger a homeless woman asked me for a ride. This is a true story and I am not trying to beat scott to the punch, even if happy spiked it. My first response was, no way, besides my wheelchair takes up the seat. But I reconsidered and put my chair in the back seat of my truck and waved her over. She was smoking and reeked to high heaven. She was so appreciative and asked if I could take her to the Taylor county jail.

She had not done any thing wrong; her parole officer could vouch for her. She was going to see a friend. On the way she asked why I had a bike in the back seat. I explained it was my wheelchair bla bla bla. She said cool. I guess that is one way to look at it. She continued to thank me and I finally said God has been so good to me, the lest that I could do was help her. She exclaimed, not another one of those. You are the second person to pick me up this week and talk about God. Then she bent forward and looked up out of the window and questioned God. With some of scott’s and happy’s language she told God to at lest let her get home before harassing her.

Needless to say it was quite the ride to the jailhouse. There was one thing she said that has challenged me. After saying, being paralyzed from the waist down was cool; she said she would rather be paralyzed than an alcoholic. At first I smiled and said I have friends that battle with alcoholism and know it is difficult. But I was thinking, I will trade places with you any day. Surely I could overcome an addiction. At lest that was something I had control over. I cannot get counseling and heal my spinal cord.

But as I lay in bed tonight, I began to wonder, am I better off with my cross than hers?

15 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Years ago, I worked with a lady whose husband was dying with cancer and had other hardships in her life. She told me that she wouldn't trade her troubles for mine. I didn't think I had troubles.

5:24 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Candy said...

I'm so glad you've progressed from photos to words. You are a very wealthy man, Clint. There are treasures galore stored up inside of you. I also think that once we become comfortable in our own skin we can find the blessings He has placed there within us, along with the strength to carry our own particular cross.

5:51 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Beverly said...

Clint..sharing a front seat with some real people is what Jesus calls us to do. Was this lady a little precious black lady? Just wondering..
Handicapped..its really strange, I know you have to live with that chair every minute of everyday but I never see that chair. In fact, right now, I am wondering what color is it..how does it work..is it silver with black vinyl..?
love ya brother

I am off to work Special Olympics..I can't wait..I need to hang out with some "normal" people!

8:58 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

tl, what are you doing up at 5:25 on a Saturday morning, troubles keeping you up?

candy, words are cheap so they will not last long, Pappadeaux is a must when we are out of town.

beverly, only her teeth(the one or two she had) and my wheelchair.

10:51 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger happytheman said...

No colorful language here bro. Somebody must be praying for her. I remember reading Anne Lamott's conversion, $@#% it, I quit!. Couple more rides she might just be saying that.

I don't know why God put's situations in our lives, heck sometimes I don't even care. I remember telling old Marky Love that I just wanted God's Will to be done, he responded "God's will will be done not matter what you want." I didn't like the answer but I have to agree with it. Our crosses are our crosses that we can be sure of. But sometime it's good to have a Simon around to help us carry it.

10:55 AM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger pawatson said...

Clint, I am really enjoying your writing, also. It doesn't seem there could be any comparison between being paralyzed and dealing with alcoholism. However, if you were not living from a wheelchair, would you have considered giving her a ride? It could be that God blesses us in whatever struggle we are in when we give it to Him. I have posted the story I told you about the Lights of Glory. My picture wasn't as good as I wanted, and there is a problem I haven't worked out with the link yet, so you can go to the website: www.patsywatson.blogspot.com
Keep on blessing us.

12:32 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Beverly said...

I gotta read this anne lamont..her name keeps coming up everywhere...

2:02 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

happy, amen

p, i probable did more only because i was out more and had more ability. i can not get to your site.

2:52 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger pawatson said...

Clint, right now you have to type in the web address - you can copy and paste it from my post. I'm working on the link, but right now it's bringing up some old posts instead of my current blog. Patsy

3:12 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Deb said...

Clint, again you craft a real life happening into a story that goes straight to the heart!

Ya know, I was just wondering if the toothless wonder you rode around with today hasn't yet clued in to the Cross she is being given? Perhaps the defining shadows of the one with her name on it are just beginning to appear in her peripheral vision. But it is obvious that God wants to claim her heart, and you are one of his ways to it!

As to the salient question you ask -- are you better off with your cross or her's -- God crafts each of our crosses differently. He takes the idea of two pieces of wood, and then after he writes the theme, he keeps creating variations on that.

I remember the very weekend when I woke up and suddenly noticed how difficult it was to walk. I could not figure it out. Eventually the pain grew with each step and movement. This went on for two years before even my doctor could figure things out. I was not used to having my physical limits tested, or getting by on a daily basis with debilitating pain. Friends and colleagues didn't understand either. Having concrete answers to make everyone feel better wasn't an option. Some tried to be helpful by telling me what they thought my limits were; others were perpetually perky around me and ignored the fact that any pain existed. Sometimes we just have to claim the mystery when we take up the Cross.

My cross seemed to be shape-shifting so much I could not discern how or what I was supposed to do with it. Eventually the degrees of pain, the number of days I needed a cane or could just stagger around without one -- I noticed those times less and less. My cross wasn't near as bad as it used to seem. It was just morphing out differently, and I had to learn to just go with it.

There are days we look dubiously at the shape-shifting, but by the end of the day, it will only fit us. No one else can wear it. Hopefully they will just love us, at whatever shape God crafts our cross in. If we focus on loving them when their cross starts to change -- like you did with Ms Toothless Wonder -- then we'll find ourself in the right place, and the rough gets knocked off the awkward.

Blessings!

7:17 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Scott said...

Man, this punch is DELICIOUS!!!

Lemme rephrase that...

Man, this dunch is PELICIOUS!!!

I don't know whose chair I'd rather sit in. I do know that I marvel at the forms that brokeness takes.

I'm preaching on 2 Cor 12 tomorrow night, and standing firm on the belief that Paul struggled with something "spiritual" (rather than a physical malady). But whatever Paul's struggle, Christ's words to him mean every thing to me, "My grace is sufficient, My power is made perfect in weakness."

God Almighty I find comfort in that.

11:53 PM, April 22, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

karen, thanks and welcome, if i may ask are you from sweden yeah?

lynette, your amaze to me.

i gusee we must pick up our cross and follow no mater what the cross looks like

scott, i agree, I understand to some degree "My grace is sufficient" he is now teaching me "My power is made perfect in weakness." i think i like the grace part better. i'm looking forward to your post on homelessnes

12:06 AM, April 23, 2006  
Blogger Kathy said...

I keep remembering that Jesus didn't ask for a Simon, it was offered to Him by another. It's really difficult when our cross is invisible to others - it's difficult for a Simon to be offered. We than have to reach out in humbling transparency asking for that help, a fatal stab to our pride. Ouch!!

Ms. Toothless Wonder must be wondering why all the seemingly coincidental meetings with God's kids. Coincidences? Yeah, right! As mentioned, the Hound of Heaven is truly doggin' her steps.[pun intended] I pray she begins to heed His call, that more of His kids come into her life and to help lift her cross. No teeth is probably indicative of meth addiction, and alcoholism as well - she probably feels there's no hope for her. May she find the only answer quickly, may more Clints come into her life daily!!

btw-Clint, after your nudging this morning, I finally posted on my blog this afternoon while watching my Padres beat the Mets.
Ain't the internet wonderful?!? I can watch my Padres' every game right here on my computer. Love it! And it's about a third the cost of a subscription with MLB Extra Innings on DirecTV, which doesn't even transmit Padres games but about once every week. Love my mlb.com!! :o)

6:29 PM, April 23, 2006  
Blogger Jeans said...

Wow! I really enjoyed this post. My dad is an alcoholic. I like what you said about with alcoholism, at least you could get counseling to overcome it. But, sadly, even though people can get help, they don't. It is such a crippling thing. It's not something that people can just walk away from. I'm glad you gave her a ride. If you are the second person to give her a ride that talked about God, maybe He is trying to tell her something.

4:01 PM, April 27, 2006  
Blogger Clint said...

jeans, the counseling thing was with tongue in cheek. i have friends that cannot overcome alcoholism even with help. some times our desire to have something is greater than our desire to loose it.

4:09 PM, April 27, 2006  

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